Tears run down my cheeks. Anger rises in my heart, Pain burns in my throat. My brain won’t get the image of you out. I need you. I want you. I miss you.
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i waited
Friday, December 4, 2009
I wait for you day after day. I look through those same doors just waiting for you. Waiting to see your beautiful face. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. You never come through those doors, you never show your beautiful face. I’ll wait for you until i don’t have to wait any longer.
depends
Friday, December 4, 2009
Why does everything have a reason? Why does everything depend on the out come of something else. Sometimes hopeing isnt possible because its been distroyed within yourself. Why is life so full of mistakes,suprises, and pain?
forgive always
Friday, December 4, 2009
Life is about forgiving and if you don’t forgive you will not truely live life. So forgive and forget even if you cant earase the past.
Reality
Friday, December 4, 2009
Everyday i wake up hopeing he still cares, still loves me. Then reality hits me, if he cared he’d still be mine. If he loved me I wouldn’t feel this way. Wouldn’t feel this emptyness rising inside of me. The pain that nearly sufficates me. Everyday.
wishing,hoping,and hurting
Friday, December 4, 2009
I keep hoping, Keep wishing, and yet i keep being disapointed. Time after time. You tell me day after day, the same things. The same things I only wish you would do. The same things that only disapoint me day after day. Why do you keep telling me these things. These things that make me so happy. But then tear me down everyday. You just don’t understand how badly this hurts me.
become nothing
Friday, December 4, 2009
Today I relized that love was like the lead of a pencil without any lead the pencil becomes nothing. In other words we become nothing without love.
trust
Friday, December 4, 2009
If someone loves you. Do you trust them, and love them back? Do you give them your heart. Your heart is everything you have. When it gets broken it takes days, weeks, months, even years in some cases to heal. So is it really worth it? Should you really trust them? Once you make this decision there is NO going back.
because of you
Friday, December 4, 2009
Because of you I feel like this. I feel this pain, this misery, this suffocation. When I was with you I felt beautiful, I felt wanted, important. Most of all I felt loved. Then you left me. Now I feel ugly, unwanted unimportant. Not loved. You made me feel like I could do anything I set my mind to. I could fly, be myself, anybody I wanted. Then you left me now I’m scared and because of you I can never love again.
pain
Friday, December 4, 2009
Why does love have to hurt so dang bad? You give someone your heart. You trust them, and they break your heart. They crush you. What can you do about it?! I can’t figure that one out. No matter how loud or how hard you scream, cry, or yell the pain won’t go away. You just keep bleeding. Keep hurting inside with absolutely no way to stop bleeding. No way to stop the tears. No way to end the love you will always have, always carry, deep inside your heart, right where it hurts the worst.