Natasha's Blog

its so easy until it gets hard

admin — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 01:02:52 +0000

Why is it that loving someone is so easy. It’s so easy to trust them, and fall in love with them. But then they leave you and they break your heart. Shatter it into pieces. Its so easy to fall in love with someone and yet its so impossible to get over them. That person that always told you they would love you forever. When you told them forever you meant it…. Did they???

Maybe

admin — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:32:11 +0000

Maybe, ill let him go. Maybe, ill find someone new. Maybe, ill fall in love again. Or maybe hes the one and im gonna let him slip right through my fingers. Maybe, im gonna loose him and never get him back. Maybe, im gonna end up alone and in missery. Maybe….

Its over

admin — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 21:17:59 +0000

Last week he loved me. Yesterday he liked me. Today hes already moved on and is looking for someone new. I just dont understand how one minute he can love me and the next he doesnt even like me… Time after time he has hurt me, time after time i have cryed myself to sleep time after time ive wished he was still mine. But not this time. This time, im done, im moving on, looking for someone else. He hurt me more then enough times to relize he will never change, maybe in looks, and actions but he will always be the guy to make me fall for him and then drop me right before i trust him, i can never trust him. Hes hurt me 1 too many times.

Give up

admin — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 21:08:40 +0000

Three strikes and your out doesnt only apply in baseball… Boys will be boys, and once they hurt you, you can never forget it. They hurt you over and over again and you let them. But guys never change. Most girls go into a relationship thinking they can change there boyfriend but you cant! So if you think for the 3rd 4th even 5th time that this time will be different. He wont hurt you this time… your wrong. He will continue to hurt you over and over again. So dont let him. Give up, and find the one that you never have to worry about getting hurt by

Isn’t it?

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:21:47 +0000

Isnt love supposed to be happy? i may be young but everything iv’e been told love is the closest thing we have to magic. Everyone wants it. But truely love it pain, the strongest type of pain. The burning pain that just lives in your heart. The pain no one understands until they feel it. Love isn’t happyness its misery

heart beat

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:16:21 +0000

Flashing, pounding, banging. My heart pounds in my chest. Just seeing you. When you look at me my heart skips a beat. When you touch me my heart stops. Without you im nothing. You shape the outside of my heart. Your everything and anything ill ever need. I love you.

i watched.

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:11:37 +0000

I watch you with her. I watch with tears pouring like rain out of my eyes. I used to be her. And then in seconds i mean nothing to you. As if you never loved me, never cared. So now im watching you with her as if we never were. As if the pain isn’t really there. As if I don’t care. NOTHING changes the fact we used to be, the pain is there and i do care. Not caring would mean im just like you.

The extreme spark

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:06:55 +0000

When your in love, theres no doubt, and if theres doubt your not really in love. There’s that spark that extreme spark that you just know that, that person is the one you truely love without a doubt.

i ake for you

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:02:49 +0000

Every bone in my body ake’s to be touched by you. Akes for your love, the happyness you bring me. How could it be the last words i heard from you was I love you. Yet you left me here. All alone drownding in pain,misery,hope,love. You think they love you. You think they care. But they don’t they dont feel just distroy all of your hopes and dreams. He doesnt love me.

i hope, i dream, i wish

admin — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 01:56:42 +0000

I hope, I dream, I wish. If hopes could turn into wishes and wishes could turn into dreams, couldn’t dreams turn into reality?